Third post today, I'm really on a roll.
Figured I should mention that I haven't been feeling anything from the heart space today. This is interesting. And I've noticed a lack of genuine interest in getting my latest post for the blog ready for tomorrow.
I'm thinking this all has to do with my not feeling the "possibility" that Fola wants to get back with me. Or that I've severed my connection with her.
I'm not feeling that warmth. It's very curious. Perhaps this is today only, and tomorrow will prove differently. I think it was that session playing with Tinder that may have done it, I'm not sure if it was there before that. I think it was when I was up early in the morning. Not completely positive.
I'm mentioning this because I think it is important. Before I met Fola, I really REALLY was feeling the heat from my chest. So much so that I kept covering it whenever it got too intense.
This is fascinating. I wish I could remember this heart stuff before I met Fola, like.. a year ago. Or two years ago, but I don't.
I just hope this doesn't mean she actually is my Twin Flame/Soulmate.
Otherwise I'm screwed.
(sighs) Finished my online WHIMIS course, now I have no idea what to do with the rest of my evening.
Thought I'd read, but I've already read plenty enough.
I don't like sitting around. I want to progress somewhere.
...
Lead me to where I must go next, God.
My peace of mind depends on it.
