I really want to write a long blog entry, but I'm way too tired after work to try.
Been thinking of her less, last night, but the beginning of the shift was hell.
Had a couple "Oh God" moments, where she popped in, but those are occurring less frequently now.
I don't want to give up.
But I have to.
And..
I'm not even sure if I have to.
But all the signs are pointing to it..
I'm tired.
I'm going to bed.
Updated my chalkboard, from this
To this.
But.. I'll try, Mr. Chalkboard. I'll try and take you seriously.
What have I got to lose?
