Wasn't a great day, been a long while since I had one.
The social assistance people sent an email this morning asking for my bank statements saying that the ones I got from the bank aren't valid and neither are screenshots from the mobile app.
What am I supposed to do? I drove out to the office and asked the guy there about this situation. Showed him my statements and he was puzzled as to why they were rejected. Said I should call the person who sent me that email and I can't get through. Nothing but voicemail. Have an "appointment" for a phone call on Friday at 845am.
I'm tired of this. I don't know if I can make my bankruptcy payment. I'm almost out of money.
What happens when you don't make those payments? You don't get discharged from bankruptcy, that's what happens.
They can't get blood from a stone but...
I'm tired of this. This situation that I tried my best to prevent.
Tired of the world. Saw a guy at Tim Hortons today who complained about the people giving him a wrong order, they fixed it and then he returned while I was in line again saying it was wrong.
People seem so... careless and unfriendly these days. At Northgate mall I felt like an alien. So many people there were black and women were wearing hijabs.
Tired. So tired.
I don't belong here.
Don't want to be here.
JFK died today. I watched a stream about it and the guys were discussing a theory saying that it was all staged and fake. Said the Zapruder film was edited and that "squibs" and prosthetics were used to make it look like his head blew off.
It doesn't matter what the explanation is. It's not Lee Harvey Oswald. It's evil, plain and simple.
An evil that has infiltrated our world and seems to only be getting stronger.
With the more immigration we get here, the less people are going to be able to band together. Different race, different ideologies, different culture. Not much common ground to bond on.
We're being wiped out. Not just the whites or the multi-generational Canadian families but eventually the migrants will be suffering once the government decides to lower or pull support for them.
I don't find much optimism in this world. I feel like an alien. Can't talk to my mother about anything because she's on some other level of awareness that is uninterested in discussing the deeper things about this reality. She's perfectly content with watching her tv all day and buying the cheapest food she can find which ends up getting wasted and thrown out anyways because she buys too much and makes too much all at once.
Karlee is gone. Haven't heard from her in over a month. 112 days since she left.
There's no point to any of this.
And this world isn't getting better, it's becoming worse. Prices are still going up, more immigration is coming in and...
It's all garbage. There is not a single politician that is going to fight for us. Even if they could, they wouldn't be able to go against the will of the shadowy cabal that runs all things. The central banks and those above them who dictate policies and goals will not allow a "politician" to do anything that would harm their objectives.
Even if we swing from liberal to conservative, the plan continues. It would be a brief letting out of a pressure relief valve and the damage has already been done to us and our economy and way of life.
There are so many people online talking about "the end times" and feel strongly that we are in it. Others like David Wilcock thinks we are heading towards an ascension event.
The Bible also says that he who endures to the end of all this shall be saved.
I don't know what to believe anymore. I just know that I can't get through this without serious help. Some miracle. Some reason to hope and believe.
All I see is a fake world with fake people pretending that everything is normal.
There are still good and aware folks out there, that I know. Some are even vaccinated.
But...
So many are still unaware and uncaring. Maybe they don't want to face the ugliness of what is happening and prefer to ignore it.
I don't know anymore.
I just want out.
I see stuff like this happening in New York and I'm... tired of being worried for people.
Draconian censorship laws and a law that grants authority to remove anyone for any reason and detain them in a camp without due process and allowing them to insert substances
It sounds so crazy because it is. Just as crazy an idea to inject as many people worldwide for something that had less than a 1% fatality rate.
This world isn't going to get better. There are no political solutions to any of this because the politicians represent their own interests above ours. They are selected and not elected. Nobody voted for those censorship bills in New York, Canada, Australia and other places.
By nobody, I mean the general public.
And it doesn't seem like anyone cares that this is all happening. Life goes on as it always has with the government in the background calling the tune that we are expected to dance to.
They can print money out of thin air and solve so many issues but they won't. It's all about keeping us slaves in check, Wake up, go to work, come home and eat dinner, watch tv, go to sleep and do it all over again day in and day out waiting for the weekend.
There has to be a better way to live than this.
Humanity... either deserves this or it doesn't. If less than 20% of the population cares about truth, justice, compassion, beauty, love and prosperity then we are not only a tiny minority but our hindrances is with the rest of the 80% who prefer distraction and apathy.
I'm not one to judge but... history has shown us to be not much better than cattle.
There's a lot of good people in this world. Children deserve better than to grow up being indoctrinated and assimilated into group-think.
Still, good people aren't honoring the truth as much as they should. They aren't exemplifying certain values and encouraging their children to think for themselves and educating them on how the world really works.
It feels like we're all in a river and so many have decided to flow along with it. A few are clinging to rocks and swimming the other way. The mavericks and rebels and free-thinkers.
These are sad times. The noose is getting tighter and a point of no return has probably been reached.
Short of a worldwide EMP or Carrington Event, I don't know what the solution to any of this would be except to promote awareness and assist in deprogramming people.
Anyways...
Something wicked this way comes. I don't think we've seen the worst of it yet.
But we're heading there.
Shame it turned out like this.
