23 years old and claims to want to see me again. Into BDSM, spanking, and eventually wants to call me "daddy". According to her, she is an active member of the BDSM community and often goes to events, where people walk around naked wearing crotch pieces and gimp masks. She's hoping to find someone like myself, who she can also go to "parties" with.
I don't know what the fuck am I doing anymore, but I know I'm not going to BDSM parties with my dick hanging out and people getting nailed every which way.
Not when I once had this:
I want other things, and date #2 is not going to happen.
...I think.
But a part of me really is turned on by this girl. It's not just the age, either, it's the BDSM. I'm curious what it would be like to spank her. To hear someone call me daddy. To violently face-fuck her like she says she wants me to.
But, it's not... it.. can't be a long-term relationship. I'm not into BDSM or degrading women. And she doesn't want kids. She hates them.
And the best part of our date, was the three minutes I saw of an Asian dad playing with his 2 year old son outside of the coffee shop we were in. The boy was giggling and running around trying to hide, and his dad kept pretending like he couldn't catch him.
It was so cute. I wished I was that dad.
In other news, he is definitely living here.
I should name him.
Hoppity. No.
Heh. Carolyn. No. Hmm..
Roger.
Roger the rabbit.
Now, if only she would come along...
Rawr.
