Wow, I mean, wow-zers.
Last night was magical, there was just something in the air that night that I will remember for a long time, and so will Fola, since she was there with me when it all happened.
We had a bit of an argument last night after having sex, about basically, character flaws both of us possess but don't want to apologize for/correct kind of thing; so, I was at the front door about to head home in a kind of foul mood, when I suggested we sit on her front steps and enjoy my vapourizer (with vanilla custard flavor) before I leave.
I think we were out there for an hour. As I got to my car to retrieve my vape, I took along a blanket and wrapped it around ourselves as we sat there, watching the sky and talking. Zoey, Fola's dog, was on a retractable leash kind of running around here and there.
And we were still sort of feeling the effects of our argument, traces of hostility when Fola pointed at the sky and asked, "aren't those the Northern Lights?"
Looking, I could see a wisp of light, but it was inconclusive. Could've been light pollution, except it wasn't. As we observed that little wisp, it gradually grew brighter, until there was no mistaking what it was. The Northern Lights.
And, it was incredible. The light became really bright, and the subdued yellow/green started swirling around and took our breath away. The hostility we felt earlier, was evaporated in the sight of what we were seeing. I let out a, "holy shit" and we admitted to one another that we felt a bit of fear in seeing those lights swirl around. It felt like... overly majestic, if that makes any sense. Like something was about to "happen", like a nuclear bomb going off and the world ending. It was that profound and captivating and..
Yeah, wow-zers. Thats what it was.
The lights then dissipated and just when I started coming to my senses, I hear Fola gasp and then, a shooting star appeared. It went straight down from the sky. This bright luminous orb that became unhinged and plummeted to the earth.
Signs. We were so perplexed at how we saw both the lights and the star, that we wondered if it was all "planned" and that our argument earlier, was necessary, so that we would both be on the front porch at the right time to be able to see those things.
That's last night. Now, the night before...
Energies. Crackling energies swirling around our naked bodies.
Fola.. (sighs) ..
Okay, I feel odd and overwhelmed just thinking about it, but I have to confess that I did try a pot edible for the first time, and.. yeah. It was magic. Full body high, and I set up my bedroom speakers with Chromecast Audio so that I would have three separate speakers (plus a sub) pumping out tunes and filling the room with sound. Fola put on a "psybient" radio station, and...
Geez.
Still not sure how to describe that night. It feels like I should be trying harder than I am right now to really pick it all apart, and.. I find that I don't want to. I want to.. say, that some things are beyond words. Beyond reason and logic. I know that whatever happened with us on Wednesday night, was something I might never get to understand on an intellectual level. Swirling energies might have been a product of my imagination, had Fola not been there to agree with me on what I was observing and feeling.
She's me. She felt the same things I did. The same fears. The same jubilations. The same sense of awe and reverence and... yeah.
There was a moment when we were laying in bed, and I had to go to the bathroom. A long period of silence preceded the opening of my mouth to tell her just that, and once I said the first few words of, "I have to go.." Fola said the same damn thing. She had to go to the bathroom as well, and she was noticeably shocked at how we said it at the same time.
Yeah, there are magical energies out there. Yes, there are soulmates. Yes, we did experience a synergy of sorts, a melding of minds, and although it wasn't a complete meld; it was.. significant enough to merit some kind of acknowledgement. In person and on my blog here, right now.
When I tried to break down all the stuff we were feeling, to try and explain them, Fola just told me basically to accept it all, and not question it. I disagreed, and I think this is why we are such a good match for one another.
She's a feeler, I'm a thinker. She's heavily reliant on her intuition and bodily sensations; and I'm more interested in being objective, and analytical/aware about what is going on. I try to explain things, and she simply feels them. It's a pretty good combination, I'd say.
Mm. Battery is at 2% on my laptop, better wrap this up.
We did grocery shopping on Wednesday as well, and strange things happened. I'll have to write about it another time. 1% battery now.
Dave out.
