In this dream, I was looking.. I had a child in my arms, perhaps even Lauren's daughter and we were both trying to find her.
I don't think I did.. but I do remember before going on this search, that I saw my ex with tears streaming down her face and we were somehow seperated.
That's when I started running. As fast as I could, through narrow doorways and halls, through people even.. and at some point, I came across her daughter, who I picked up and carried in my arms.
What does it mean?
Since it's only a dream, maybe my unconscious felt that her tears symbolized regret and that my fruitless journey was an indication of wanting to be with her, but knowing it isn't possible.
Yet, the child in my arms, maybe it was hers.. I don't recall this part very well. But what could that mean?
I'm holding her child.. hostage? Or.. no.. Maybe her child and I are linked together and perhaps my ex is the one that is emotionally distant and cut-off?
I don't know. But..
It felt good to see her again.
