I swear to fucking God someone up there is laughing at me.
I don't know how to act in a relationship anymore, what to do, what to say.
All I did was be as honest as possible. As gentlemanly as I could. As loving as I could give.
And it wasn't enough.
It's NEVER ENOUGH.
I am so sick of dating. Relationships. Throwing my heart out whenever I find someone I enjoy being with and then having it curb-stomped like nothing ever mattered.
I am so fucking sick of this.
I don't know what to do now.
If I can trust anyone again.
How long before I feel optimistic about getting back to dating.
It's all because of her.
The woman you see pictured in the blog post below.
The woman I wanted to love.
Leah.
Fuck you, God.
