It's been a while since I last posted, but I am feeling flabbergasted at the moment and ran over to post this.
Two days ago, I had a strange dream. In it, I was searching for God and somehow thought that calling random phone numbers and asking for God would inevitably lead somewhere. It did, to a strange pre-recorded voice going by the name of Alan Rickman. It didn't specifically state it was "God" and it sounded very haltingly. Like a robot struggling to vocalize language that it wasn't fluent speaking in.
In my mind at the time, I thought this was God. Upon waking, the name Alan Rickman went through my head and I didn't have a clue as to who it is. But it sounded very familiar and since it didn't seem worth pursuing via a Google search, I put it out of my thoughts.
Until today, when I randomly decided to watch an episode of Family Guy on Netflix. Episode 16 of season 7.
What happens? In the first few minutes, a skit came up with an answering machine under the name of Alan Rickman.
The creepy part? That same robotic voice was the one I heard in my dream.
I'm not sure what to make of it, but this is meaningful in of itself. And it makes me wonder. I've been in a spiritual funk lately and feel myself becoming more and more distrustful of the idea that God exists. It's a terrible way to be given that I've believed in a higher power for so long, but I had to face the fact that I've never found compelling enough evidence to warrant believing in such a thing.
But here it is, a genuine sign.
Alan Rickman.. is this guy?
Professor Servus Snape from Harry Potter?
WTF?
I don't think I've ever watch a HP film in it's entirity, much less know who Professor Servus Snape would be and who plays him. So I dug a little deeper and scanned his filmography to see if maybe a certain film had left a deep enough impression for my subconcious to somehow dredge up.
Perfume: Story of a Murderer. I didn't like this film and I'm not sure if I even remember who Rickman played.
Rasputin (tv series) - This one is interesting, as I've long been fascinated by the mythos behind Grigori Rasputin (and his apparently 13" dong) -- yet, I don't remember having seen this.
And lastly, Die hard. In which I do remember him playing the villian, but I haven't seen Die Hard in forever.
So, to put things into perspective here, I've had a dream about finding God, only to end up hearing a robotic voice claiming to be Alan Rickman whom I believed was God and then two days later, randomly coming across a family guy episode that I have NEVER SEEN where the robotic voice + Alan Rickman mirrors my dream to a T.
Is that messed up or what?
Either God works in mysterious ways, or my brain is seriously haywire and is pulling in bogus psychic information from someplace. Another inference would be that time might not be linear and I instead had a dream about watching this particular Family Guy scene two days before it happened.
Who the hell knows.
Life goes on.