Before I began writing this post, I decided to look at the last one and realized that I came onto here to type what has already been said.
I hate it here. I don't like the food, the neighborhood, the place I am living in and... I'm unintentionally hurting my mother by keeping to myself. Not giving her my energies, my smile, my sense of humor...
There is nothing to smile or laugh about these days.
Earlier, I was looking at homes for sale on my phone. Anything to spark a dream within me. A log cabin somewhere remote with a woodburning fireplace and a decent amount of land. Couldn't find anything to excite my imagination. I then looked at places in Spain, in Poland, Finland, Czech Republic...
Nicaragua... Mexico...
Nothing. Even if I won millions of dollars tomorrow, I don't know if I could find a place I would want to live at. It wouldn't be too big, it would have a nice view, it would be in an English speaking community...
And... nothing... Nothing made me excited. My critical mind was thinking about how a certain home was too old, too remote, too small, too big...
I no longer feel like I belong here on this planet. I've reached that point.
Yesterday I went for a birthday lunch for one of my cousins. There were about 12 of us there. My cousin Mark sat next to me and talked about his life... the amount of money he's making, the success he's having, the beer business he's running... he's getting married in Mexico next year and...
He's happy. Really happy. Him and his fiance held hands most of the time.
Good for him, except for one thing...
He doesn't know who the WEF is.
Doesn't realize what is going on in this world. Why handguns have been banned by Trudeau and who Trudeau is actually controlled by, including most of his cabinet.
Doesn't realize the censorship that is coming our way where we will NOT get to know the truth of what is really going on. Doesn't realize how many videos and articles critical of the "new world order" are disappearing by the day. Doesn't realize the extent of vaccine injuries. Doesn't realize that there is a psychological war being fought against us, admitted by our OWN government.
Just the handgun ban alone should have given him food for thought. When citizenry are stripped of the means to defend themselves, it often precedes genocide and even greater tyranny being imposed upon them.
At this dinner, I felt disconnected from everyone there. Not a soul hasn't been duped by the lies inflicted upon us. I felt like I was living in one world and they were in another. Ignorance is truly bliss.
What happens when someone can spot evil coming from a mile away and has the logical argument or evidence to prove that it exists and is worthy of concern but no one around them are willing to listen to or head these warnings? What does one do when a cliff is pointed out ahead that lemmings are walking towards in a straight line but none will slow their pace to fully consider the danger looming ahead of them?
I am distraught and disappointed and ashamed of many of the people that I know. 9/11 was one thing with building 7 "mysteriously" crashing down at free-fall speed without ever being hit by a plane but what happened in 2020 ought to be multiple times more obvious to the masses that it was an event designed to deceive and control us.
Not only was it telegraphed with "agenda 21" and wargamed almost exactly how it unfolded just a few months prior to covid being reported in China but... the political response worldwide was absolutely strangely coordinated and hysterical... remember the death tickers on television? How many people were dying each and every day from this? Constantly in our faces.
I'm ashamed of most of the human race. On one level, I understand why some will not want to question the narrative being sold to them. On the other, it is everyone's duty to properly research and investigate such a bizarre situation. Lockdowns, masks, 15 days to slow the spread... ALL OF IT should have given the average person food for thought and an interest in seeking to better educate themselves on current events.
But no... people like my cousin after 3 years still does not know who the WEF is.
Unbelievable.
I'm tired... I don't feel like typing any longer...
I just want to go home.
Home to my eternal father up in heaven... to my eternal mother... and my eternal best friend... who understands and accepts me for who I am.
I am the fullness. I am a child of the undivided light.
